Another way of life

I like to read in english(1): isn't it more realistic for Kelly? I found five possibility for describe me...Am I "Hairy Pant Wearer" or HPW? No! Am I a "Cross dresser"? Heuuu...Noooo! Am I a "Transsexual"? Noooo (not ready to...but on the "path"...) Am I a "Shemale"? Noooo! It is not! A "Drag Queen"? Absolutely noooo! So I am a transvestite in 2008.(1)

More seriously, now, in my thoughs, I feel me [in head] between transvestite and transexual [MtF in mind]; isn't it exactly describe me like a "transgender poeple"?...or pearhaps queer, but queer is not very clear for me.

But a difference must be done with gender end sexuality: so you understand that I feel me feminine and to crossdress me is not for get another sexuality; not at all. Many poeple say us we are "gay" but in gender we are only "straight"; if i want to have some gay' experiences I don't need to dress up me in a woman: I simply go in gay's clubs, it's all, but it's not what I need today.

I often read many women's magazines; there are some interesting examples for my "transformations" with pictures and differents advices.

I like very much fashion shopping.

To dress up is my a big and new pleasure, very intensive: I like to wear skirts, high heels, stockings and women's outfits classy and sexy. I try to pass in the streets, naturaly for my shopping and to drive my car in traveling.

I don't want mistake: this blog is not pornographic but it speak about adult topics, transgenders' life, and forbbiden less 18 years.

Wear for a long time women clothes is fondamental for understand Kelly, and my new "philosophy" of a gradual pleasure. The "body sensations" are real.

Fetishism come naturaly in "new"sex games. To put on drag is a great source of "fetichisme". The preference of Kelly is vinyl, but not exclusively.

I dress me simply in the street, for travels in car, for shopping, classy if possible, but not kinky.

On Kellyfetish, I speak about a "perform" like an "actor", dressed with woman'clothes; for Kelly, it's important to get "the quality": I'm not dressed like drag queen; it's not a show; on kellyfetish, I speak about another way of life, my simple life...and pearhaps I am in the path to go to the transexuality MtF.

Satisfaction and pleasure come from the "passing" and when poeple congratulate you simply like a woman.

How to"read" kellyfetish??

It's simple: browse ! Look at the first page; I speak about the new topics and modifications and you find the new pictures on the blog.

So fashion is important for me! Shooping is a big activity for Kelly: i can buy many women's clothes in an afternoon! It's a natural happy activity of a transgender.

I also walk with pumps and wedges: it's more confortable and "normal"...I buy mys shoes in Italia,Torino, or Lyon and Grenoble. Italians creators are very great: the choice of pumps is marvelous for the same price than France. Torino is also interesting for the different women clothes.

Kelly's topics?:

If you browse...visit..."Maquillage et épilation"; I speak about some little advices, "les trucs de Kelly", for epil; then I go on "Fashion shopping", Transgender 1 et 2" and"English corner" .

I can see that the most visited pics are "Secrétaire particulière"!

Coool...

What about this?

Questions for Kelly...

-/Are you a transexual, a transvestite, a shemale, a crossdresser?...It's difficult for understand!

-Kelly I am a transvestite: the word is exactly but I think that I am a transsexual&²&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&; physically you can see me like this in the street...but, dreessed up, you must know that I am thinking like a girl all the time; the difference is important: transvestite may be the begenning of transexuality and the natural experience; you don't wake up and say:"I want to be a transexual!"..."I am eating hormons this morning with the breakfast!"

-/Can we say you are gay?

The response is not simply! You must take into acount that we are speaking about gender; when I am transvestite, I feel me a woman in a "man'body"; my brain is thinking like a "girl" and therefore I am a girl who want to meet some guys because I am straight. Define me with a "normal sexuality" because when I dress up me I am a woman. To clarify, we speak about transgenderism here; the reality say us that many of men are thinking like women and want live like them. TS want approach physicaly "the woman" and take feminins hormons; he is thinking:"this body is not mine!"...and is suffering(1) all the time. This is an important difference with TV who can still live like a man...and his body [perfect transvestism so] but it may be more difficult when travestism become "perfect" because it's also the natural path to the transexuality for many TV. Therefore, sexuality is different when I am TV or simply a guy but it's not the true problem ; I speak about gender here. Simply, when I am transvestite I am a woman with another gender and "heterosexual"; without transvestism I am "bisexual".

-/Are you dressed up all the time?

-No: I can't wear women'clothes all the time; it's not possible for the moment but...

-/How do you buy yours clothes?

-I go out dressed up for the shopping. I like very much shopping. I can see that poeple look at me in the street! It's pleasant for the passing and verify if you are realy feminine. In 2008-2009, I began to buy on internet.

-/Are you afraid outdoor?

-No, but I am careful; some poeple don't like when they discover that you are not realy a woman. I try to be quite and now I dress up me simply like most women in the streets; I don't wear kinky outfits and my make up is "normal"; I use a covered make up for the beard which is strong! I considere to epil me with the process laser.To bo cool in my head is important for the passing and I am thinking like a woman. I just want to be a real woman in a moment.

-/And with the police?

-I never had problems with the police in France.I normally drive my car; in a nigth the police already demanded me my driving license on a motorway; I said them that I went from a party in Lyon[France]; they were surprised and I think a little stuned seeing that "creature" in the night speaking with a smooth voice[when I was younger I perform like actor at the theatre and television, therefore, change my voice is not a real problem]

-/Do you often go in discotheque?

-Yes: I like dancing!

-/What kind of women's clothes do you prefer?

-I like very much to wear "classic clothes": skirts with blouse and pumps and a trench, or a coat, or vinyl and "hot dress code" for special party; I like leather so. Sensations are different with all the clothes but it's more interesting wear women's cothes. In the evening I may wear sexiest clothes with a different make up...The nigth!...

-/Do you meet poeple with groups on the net?

-Groups are not very interesting; isn't it the expression of fantasies?and many profiles say you dicks pics, cums pics, poeple with hairy legs in stockings or thights, or guys withouth picture on their profile: it's not genuine and interesting; just the expression of fantasy. But I look at the pictures and the evolution of transvestites; sometimes the different with TS is not evident! Also you can say that many poeple use internet for exprime their "sexuality" and fantasy only dressed up. I can improve me in seeing more and more new beautiful pictures because I don't want stay at home and I need go out dressed up for my feminine sensations; it's important for Kelly. Sometimes I enjoy share with other "girls" on the net: pictures, aventures, affairs...

I must say you that tattoos are very,very, important for the pleasure (and "my" pleasure/sexuality); I speak about my tattoos on Kellyfetish; I admire beautiful girls with faboulous inks: it's sensual!...and probably their sexuality is different.